On the eve of new year
I just feel restless. Again. I only turn to this blog when there is something wrong and no one to tell.
Do you ever have that feeleing that you just want to shout FUCK throw it all to the ground and go drink and swallow pills just so you FEEL diferent than what you're feeling now???
Yup, I'm here.
Just... I know I won't do it, no mater how much I want to. Strong will, eh?
Nah, just scared.
Scared. Again.
I feel like I'm going in circles! Just when I feel happy, contend, going in the right direction something goes BANG! and I'm on the rocks again.
Wonder how the next year will turn out. It's... well, tomorrow.
How will it be?
dragon-of-bad-faith 2011-12-31 00:29:57
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